So 😈 it hurts

Not to put too fine a point on it, but right now, right at this very instant, I'm so horny for you that it hurts. If you were a little blue pill, the commercials say I should have called my doctor at least a couple of times by now…

And that's after… uh…

God, I just can't get the image of you out of my mind. Of you looking into my eyes. Of you floating in that lake. Good lord. I'm sure you had some idea of what you would be doing to me, but to the extent? Hell, I didn't even realize… I mean it's been a week and the way that green one hugged your cheeks… just… so… is still replaying in my mind on endless repeat…

Good grief.

I don't know how I'll survive if we actually manage to get together. If I got to see you every day? If I got to see you dressed for bed every night? Doesn't even matter what you even sleep in, it could be crusty old boxers and oversized tees and I'd still be struggling…

Do you even know? Do you even have any idea of how incredibly sexy you are?

Gosh. Oh my gosh. I could have sworn I got this out of my system, and yet…

⭐️. If I ever get to love you. If I ever get to touch you.

Honestly, I'm not even sure whether the universe will survive, much less me.

🚀💥

(ps - I love you)